I can, like, like red bird, to sing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
To tell the world of the mysteries unveiled. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
to dance across red lips with my words and <\/p>\n\n\n\n
leave a trail of glittering stars like the thickest Milk Way leading us home. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That was the plan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The contract I made to be red bird singing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I’m not a red bird. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
the red of my triangle mouth is not red<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s corpse blue, not an unpleasant shade<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but not alive<\/p>\n\n\n\n
not glittering<\/p>\n\n\n\n
not enticing you to remember the place from before <\/p>\n\n\n\n
not remembering itself the place before nor the words to the song I promised to sing <\/p>\n\n\n\n
My voice is thready, not boisterous<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s soft.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It doesn’t ripple on the water as it plays. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adulting is hard<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Humaning is hard<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but sometimes when I’m still<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can hum <\/p>\n\n\n\n
and maybe you feel that hun while <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jupiter glitter hello to Venus and it’s enough <\/p>\n\n\n\n
that I tried. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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